Relying on hopeless

Have you ever been in a situation where you feel so helpless nor hopeless.

Such a worst feeling ever.

Today, now, at 4.30am in the Dawn. I am so awaken with all the pure hopeless and helpless feeling.

Perhaps you were fuckig unhappy with me going clubbing with my dearest sister and dearest cousin (and it's not that I did not invite you to join. I DID FUCKING INVITE YOU)

Well... I don't even wanna go into that part.

So we left The club at 2.45am and left ampang at 3am.

I took duke and went into nkve and missed the exit to Subang airport/Kelana jaya.

Then I can't waze my way home because me and my sister' phones were out of data.

So my only way that time was to call you for help (at least guide me home to you).

But instead.... You just asked me to waze and find mine own way back.

And the worst part is, you didn't even FUCKING call me back.

Or maybe I shouldn't come home huh?

The only person that you were relying on, just decided to fucking "un-help" you (when you really need them the most).

The best part was, when I FINALLY reached home, you were sleeping soundly.

Bravo.

You're such a ....... I don't know ....  Just.... Hopeless.