Thursday, July 24

Crash but Hope

You know when it comes to a point where you close your eyes, everything seems to slow down but when you open back your eyes, suddenly you feel annoyed and like you're in a chaos. Relationship chaos.

I've been feeling that for awhile now.

I've been keeping quiet because, perhaps I am tired? Disappointed?

If you realised, I have not said a thing about your smoking.

If you realised, I have not said a thing about you driving. At least starting to.

If you realised, I already started to not give any suggestions because you will never accept/listen.

and ONE thing that really turn me off every time, YOU COMPLAIN TOO MUCH. OVERLY MUCH.
You can complain on every single little items and matters which constantly pissed me off.

Therefore, I used to gave comments or even raise my voice and from there you told me I complain too much.

Okay fine.

So I close my eyes reminding myself to make sure that I treat others the way I at least hope they will be treating me.

May I complain too much until she can't tahan. Well Cheryl it's time to shut the fuck up.

If even I am not complaining and you're still complaining, then obviously you're just purely a complainer?

and I am right. You really won't stop yourself even if you already know I am unhappy.

Now, I realise I am no longer arguing, I just listen and keep everything in my heart and often cry on my own.

I always told myself, LET YOU WIN! LET YOU WIN! and I smile and give you a kiss back. But you will never know how broken hearted I am.

I am sorry but I am really trying hard.

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