Rough Day

Yesterday I had a dream.
I dreamt that me,a friend and my younger sister was in a My Vi.
My sis decided to learn driving .. in my dream she have no license.
She got to nervous and can't control the car and keep accelerate the car faster.
At the end we bang a car. We were ok but the car we bang, the driver didn't survive.

So i wake up and actually shock because I really hate nightmares.
After that I din't think so much la. Oh ya I was sleeping in my friend house. The one who appeared in my dream.

Morning came and I drove home.
I went to do the laundry and everything.
After that while waiting for the laundry to wash,
I watch TV la.... in a sudden my dad came down from upstairs.
He said : "You guys get ready ar.. bila bila masa jak we will go KL.. Uncle Robert is in a critical situation."
To be honest, I can't accept the truth.
I called my mom who was in KL already. She actually went there for work but how ngam.
Did God arrange this?

and again.. I thought about that dream. I feel really weird and really wanna find out what's that dream means.

Uncle Robert is my mom younger brother and also he's the youngest.
When I was young, he use to buy me cassette, CD and of course coins. Coins meant a lot to me when I was young.
He actually sayang us a lot la.
The last time i met him was January before I came back to KK.
My Aunty Ivy and Uncle Dicky try to persuade him to join us for CNY in KK.
He refuses but before we went out from his house he said he consider again.
I was so happy because I really hope that he can joined us for CNY.
and really I worried about him.
Whenever I follow my Aunty Ivy and Uncle Dicky to his house, I worry that he faint in his house with no one helping him. I can't imagine that.
So everytime before I go, I will pray that he'll be ok.

Whenever I see him, he gets more and more sick looking. If I had money, I will help him, I will bring him to the doctor and I want him to be strong and cure his sickness. I feel weird when he didn't want to move to Uncle Dicky apartment. Is he hiding his feeling? Or he just wanna be alone? I can feel that he's sad. I wish I can help him so much but still the fact is I can't. My mom told me at first Uncle Robert had diabetes, then high blood pressure. If I have car in KL, I would sent him healthy food and bring him for check up to make sure he's healthy.

Until now, I still can't accept the fact that he had passed away. He suffered from stroke.

It has been a rough day for me today. Now I just hope that he'll be fine in the other world.
I think he will be fine. Uncle Robert, you will be missed.